iofferyouthebitternessofamanwhohaslookedlongandlongatthelonelymoon.
iofferyoumyancestors,mydeadmen,theghoststhatlivingmenhavehonouredinmarble:
myfather’sfatherkilledinthefrontierofbuenosaires,twobulletsthroughhislungs,beardedanddead,wrappedbyhissoldiersinthehideofacow;
mymother’sgrandfather-justtwentyfour-headingachargeofthreehundredmeninperu,nowghostsonvanishedhorses.
iofferyouwhateverinsightmybooksmayhold,whatevermanlinessorhumourmylife.
iofferyoutheloyaltyofamanwhohasneverbeenloyal.
iofferyouthatkernelofmyselfthatihavesavedsomehow-thecentralheartthatdealsnotinwords,trafficsnotwithdreamsandisuntouchedbytime,byjoy,byadversities.
iofferyouthememoryofayellowroseseenatsunset,yearsbeforeyouwereborn.
iofferyouexplanationsofyourself,theoriesaboutyourself,authenticandsurprisingnewsofyourself.
icangiveyoumyloneliness,mydarkness,thehungerofmyheart;
iamtryingtobribeyouwithuncertainty,withdanger,withdefeat.
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